01 August 2009
The Ultimate Animal
I dreamt I had taken a road trip with my friend Cindy/Sookie from True Blood and another girl down to Washington, D.C. The hotel was big and the city was more complicated and large like NYC than D.C. actually is. The hotel itself was a little city almost, like the way casinos are little cities with restaurants and shops and places to walk inside.
Jack Nicholson, was there like he was as the devil in the Witches of Eastwick and something was going on between him and Cindy/Sookie. We had to leave suddenly.
I went back to the room to pack and was rushing. Then Cindy and Tara from True Blood, who was the other girl with us, came back to pack. Jack, the devil, and a couple of assistants showed up. Some rule had been broken by us. He was enraged and was trying to get Cindy.
I was in another room trying to pack quickly and hoping I could get out while he fought with her. The room was rickety in a lot of ways, like a cabin with doors that didn't quite shut and supplies around. It was hard to pack with so much stuff everywhere. My stuff was mixed with Cindy's, Tara's and the rooms' sheets and towels, etc. Some of my stuff was also in the other room in which they were fighting.
Then Jack burst in. He was trying to impregnate Cindy/Sookie but she had done something to trick/undermine him and broken what he thought was their agreement. He knew he couldn't fuck me instead because I was innocent as to what their deal was and did not agree to its terms. But he then said something about how he thought he had learned or figured out another way to do it without fucking me.
He grabbed me and pulled me up so my legs were wrapped around his waist. We were both fully clothed. I was hanging down so my head, shoulders and arms were on the floor. He tried to get inside me energetically, like into every cell. Everything shook like when there is turbulence on a plane. I pushed back, trying to push my spirit/energy into him to take him over or at least resist being impregnated.
I started to pray too, in my mind, in old prayers from my church, sending that into him, thinking that would at least repulse him. He went away.
While this was going on Cindy and Tara got ahead of me in packing and were almost ready to leave me behind. I didn't know if what I had done with Jack had protected myself and was worried I would have to wait it out to know. I was still having a hard time finding my stuff.
It was 2:30pm and the girls were downstairs now. I was checking among the mess to make sure I didn't leave anything behind. In one of the drawers in a sideboard for a dining room, I found pieces for a giant chess set. And I thought maybe I should have played chess with Jack as a battle instead.
I went to bring one of my bags outside. A guy Tara knew was there. When I went back in to finish up, all these Asian bag people were there ready to check in right behind me. They just looked at me politely but like they were tired and waiting on me.
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